Why we might be living in the “simulation” lol

At the moment of death, the brain releases a chemical called [[DMT]], a [[psychoactive chemical]] that distorts the perspective of time and changes your reality ([[hallucinogens]] in your mind). 1 minute could be years of your life; thus you’re reliving your whole life (life passes in front of your life). The brain activity still is operable a couple more minutes after death, are we already dead reliving our lives? If it is, how would we know?

It’s believed that time might be the 4th dimension. Where the view of the 3rd dimension in the 4th dimension perspective would be looking at our faces changing age rapidly.

The 4th dimension might just be different when acknowledging the existence of multiple streams in the timeline: parallel universes. These parallel universes have branches from dates of every change, action, & outcome of our lives.

i.e. hypothetical…. Billion computers simulate our history with 1A,1B,1C… all decisions predetermined for us; except for 1 machine where free will exists. That machine has a bridge to the other computers where “[[deja vu]]” might just be a “bug or feature” which allows us to see the “future” that already has been a “past” action happening in the “present.”

Parallel universe is a physics’ rule/condition that inhibits within the 4th dimension; just as how gravity lives in the 3rd dimension.

[[Higher consciousness]] ….

People might resort to [[Nihilism]] everything is meaningless after the acknowledgment of multiple timeless and their existence different outcomes. Scared of the unknown, giving up on the continuation of “[[life]]”

What is death? If the [[third law of thermodynamics]] states “matter can not be destroyed nor created but changed”

GOD: created the universe and can end it

“And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” - [[Matthew 10:28]]

Love is an acceptance of an individual’s flaws & talents wrapped as a promise to care, support, motivate, help them, dream & achieve goals together, be an emotional support, the “yoke” which ultimately fortilizes their union. You promise an individual that….

I’m willing to walk that path, make such a promise, love someone unconditionally, put in the work and effort to move forward, and be vulnerable & honest. Although, I don’t know if that other individual would reciprocate and a lot of thought of trust is involved when making a decision to consider marriage.

Ideally, I will prefer to marry once:

I’m not against or criticizing individuals who remarry, sure there are factors that come into place when life is not black & white. Who knows what they've been through, humans are social creatures that need to be in packs in order to evolve and enjoy their nature. Personally, I don’t want to be in scenarios where I’m marrying for the “xth” amount of time, if that’s the case, what's the point of marriage and why not marry right now to “get over it and scratch it off my bucket list.” To clarify the previous argument, I don’t intend to do such a thing as marrying out of “spite,” that action is idiotic, extremely harmful, and disrespectful to the other individual.

Who knows, there might not really be anyone for me, or I might not be suitable to anyone. I like to think about, what am I bringing to the table? so far I have ___ and sure that can be it (if she really doesn’t care about it)

Girls say that they don’t care but they try to find the most suitable person to enter into their life and/or moment. A person who is safe, courageous, funny af, thrilled of danger, respectful, actually just a person who they vision themselves being in the long term.

Wifey might just be around the corner, and that’s what I’m pray for & hope so….

My fallacy is that I’m not really [[lovey dovey]] when it comes to being with someone, past experiences have shown me a lot of emotional draining when I was active. It’s like the more I was [[lovey dovey]] it just felt that it was pointless doing so and I’m wasting time with the wrong person, thus causing issues when starting things with new people. The problem is that the next person gets less and less “love/romance” from me and thus leading to me being perceived as aromantic.

Part of me thinks that I’ll stop once she’s my wife, I can fully be loving/romantic but how will she respond once she notices that sudden change after marriage?

I have to trust the unknown and it's scary because I don’t want to waste time with the wrong person….

Time is limited and it’s the last currency left in this life…